Michael

life is good

i got my LIP PIERCED last monday, its almost done healing, so ill get to put a damn ring in it

i may be going to a bullet for my valentine concert on the 5th,

and after that soulfly concert,

i passed the first semester of this year, one more to go, and then ill be out for good, im ecstatic,


but nothing else is going on, just bored of the same shit everyday, i need something new

its been a while...

i'm just in here to give an update

the drugs, im done with them, ive been clean for the last month

school seems to be getting better ive met someone new and shes really cool

friends down here have way too much drama though

but i guess i can get over it

theres nothing else to say

life has become better, ive recieved that better tomorrow ive been waiting for

i dont know even though the weather is still bringing me down

for some reason i just woke up this morning and felt better than what i usually do, and today has been pretty good,

no fighting with my parents, no nothing

i got my progress report last night too, and i noticed my grades are alot better than before

and listening to oasis is making me happier as well

so lets see if i get lucky and this just keeps going

man MY LIFE is in a SHIT HOLE right now

the DRUGS arent doing it anymore, i think i need something stronger, but hell im getting %= EURO WORTH of COCAINE and 2 PILLS OF X in a couple of days, maybe thatll do it, who knows

i got a NEW TATTOO, for those who live in hanau ill see you on the 27TH so youll see it, its cool i guess its the eye of horus, so just look it uo on google

nothing else, ive been working alot, people trying to get me fired, school is trying to kick me out
parents are getting tired of me, all we ever do now is fight 24/7

so my days consist of nothing but stress

nothing else is going on, just straight up SHIT!!!!

im out

ill be in hanau on the 27th from what it looks like so far
...iffff anyone gives a shit

lifes boring as hell
im mon the endangered senior list, whats new

oh well not much else

DRUGS

so last night while i was waiting for my ride home, i was at the classic rock cafe, and i was told if i wanted to have anything i could have it, ACID, COKE, HEROIN, ECSTACEY, SPEED

i think im going to be quite happy, and i got my new bong, its nice as hell, and a shisha bong

oh well

whats going on with the world out there

 

i dont want you to go, dont go.

 

wooo hooo im suspended for 2 days

yessssss

i get to sleep in

i dont know why they think that suspending us is punishment

whatever

im bored real bad

i miss you
and i want to see you

so i dont know if im going to go to the concert
seems like no ones going so i dont know
who cares
whatever

im scared youre going to drift away, and things will never be the way they used to be
im scared that im going to loose you and never get you back

fuck the blue, im going back to black
oh my god im so bored

its kinda funny everyones calling me carrot top, fags, ill kill them

man im bored

concert cant wait, hope i get to go

bored

man im fat

and im still bored

anyway thats it

i miss you

well

all i can say is my lifes going downhill
drinking for the past week, ive been asking around for any type of drug i can get my hands on
schools not going too good,
shits happened that i cant get over

and i cut all my hair off